The Spring Break is almost over... What's new? What is accomplished? What keeps the Earth moving?
I wanted to escape and think. Wanted to run away and forget to calm down. I did it. Everything I have been thinking about is still here - right in my head, but I am not feeling like a freak on energy pills anymore at least.
I have been riding horses, driving like crazy on a four-wheeler, played guitar next to the bonfire, baked potatoes - everything I would do some 2 years ago when I wanted to entertain myself. I liked it but it is not enough. Never will be until I find my way home again. So far it is way too far away to even reach through the electric impulse and a laptop. There is something more than just distance to cover. The circumstances, obstacles - known and unknown to me are there.
What do I have? - Hope. Certainty about my feelings.
What do I not have? Certainty about someone's else feelings. A powerful tool which would help me to neglect the main obstacles on my way. A whole list of things which are not of such significance but nevertheless play important part apparently.
What am I going to do about it? No joking - will at least bleed to death trying to make my dream happen.
Sound plan, isn't it? I am sure it is not black and white anymore. I am sure I will figure out the nuances on the way. I am sure that's good enough for a start.
Smile - 'cause somebody has to.
"Have you noticed blood on paper? Something sacred... " - The destruction and creation are bonded together - this is something that the author forgot to mention...
"Lost while walking back home..."
Currently not needed Little Prince.
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